kiss me like

OMFGGFGFGFGFG

2005-11-09T19:12:12Z

i wish my mom woulda told me
the same thing about people as
she said about scary movies...
[[ *--||-->>they're all fake.

i`m not the person i used to be. <||3 i G0TTA ADMiT - all the shit got to me.

2005-11-09T18:05:28Z

wow so i used to be obessed with livejournal.
lol i used to update everyday and when i couldnt id go back and write about what happened. so much drama with this LJ but i still love it.1

i have a myspace lol my new obession \
www.myspace.com/katarzyn
Add me BizzzOtcheS.

the pages may crumble

the pictures may fade, but

we`ll never forget the friends

we`ve made <33

AWE I MISS ST. CLEM SOO DAMN MUCH
ALL YOU GIRLS I LOVE YOU SO MUCHH
VICKI
ANTONETTE
AGNES
SHELLEY
NICOLE
ALANNA
LAUREN

XOXO
kATttTt

VICKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII NRECAJJJ

2005-10-10T20:03:14Z

alalalalalallallalalalalala

VICTORIA NRECAJ I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I AM SO GLAD WE ARE FRIENDS GO IDIOT LMAO I LOVE YOU GIRL

fuck yah

2005-09-15T01:38:26Z

wow thats what i have to say.

party was hot as hell friday

me and fajki is wowow.

got a job at pennas yah yah

i am a junior a stevenson nowwww hellz yah

homecomign is soon

yahhh

new celll
(586) 863-7976
holla at meeeeeee

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2005-07-22T05:11:16Z

your the something in my life i wish i`d never met
because you're the someone i want &&
the something i can never get </3 i hate this feeling

helll ya lesbo

2005-07-22T01:26:19Z

i loveee my lifeeeee

We got out sweet asss DEnali yesterday. hottt as helllllll

sweet 16 was the 10th hollerrrr lolol

vicki happy 15 on the 23rd. i love you to much for words to say. I love our talks on the phone EVERYDAY lolol

antonette i miss you so much i hope your summer is going swell. i know that i'll NEVER meet anybody like you. you are the sweetest girl i know. good luck in everything. hope to see you at my party.Hope you pass your drivers test.

Agnes i love you girl i will see you at my party and i willl seee you when we go to get your hair did. i love you girll.

shely i love you

Paulina i love you toooo

got my hair did blonde and it looks hot as helll. My nails are did acrylics and are highlighter pink lolool emily

emily i had fun in birmingham getting picked up a bajillion timmes by random guys. lol love you bff happy 17 on 10th of august. and then its double j ranch for a week cant wait

well im going to my cabin on higgins lake for a weeks so ill be gone i misss everybody. muahhh

nicole
lauren
alanna
i love you girls

stevenson next year helll yah!

heck yes dogggs

2005-06-25T23:42:25Z

Heck yes! Guess who is going to the Frankie J, Baby Bash, and Natalie Concert tomorrow? Meeeee. Awe yah. lolol My sister Andrea and my best friend forever Emily is going... ebebebebebebebbebebebebebebebbebee ahhhhh im so excited you have no idea lololololol muahhhhhh
i love all ym hamtramck girls and i miss you alll so much you guys are the best ever and thank you for being there for me and i will alwyas ;love you all and i will neveer forget you i still kepp in touch with you all so yah. i love youuuuuu.

Swett 16 soooooooooooooooooooooooooon.

awe man

2005-06-05T07:38:38Z

so it really sucks that i had to miss the last day of school ever. Because st. clem is CLOSING. it makes me really sad because im stupid and got in a fight and had to miss it. well. omg im gona cry.

best friends -- its not a label..
its a promise__________xO.o
hamtramck girls<3

Agnes.Antonette.Vicki.Shelley. Paulina.
i'll never meet any girls like you again. I love you so much thanks for all the good times and memories together. You guys are the coolest people i have ever met. Its sad that we got to spend one year together, but lets just say we had so much fun and so many memories and inside jokes. I love you all so much and i dont know what i would do without you all.

Today was my recital for Gotta Dance and emily spent the night friday. So we practiced all night. Swam in my pool for awhile and went hyper hyper. lol Well i was so nervous to go on stage but omg i hate people because someone didnt show up so in the end we do this thing we someone goes one way and the other person goes the opposite way well someone didnt show up and it screwed me up because it looked like i was doing it wrong because the person in front of me was going the same was as me and then i got out of my ending pose early. lol it was so boring 3 hours backsatge doing nothing me and em were so tired. lol and this weird girl in my dance came up to me and em and was like i like to blow dust of things. and i was like uh thats great. lol then we went home and my parents went out for their anniversery 17 years and me and em decided to wash my car at like 8 because it was so hott. so we did and got ina water fight lol white shirt ahahahaha lol and then emily and me were singing and making a scene and hiting eachother with towels and whipping them at eachother it was fun for awhile till i got soap in my eyes. ouch. lol then we went in and em was supposed to spend the night but her mom came and picked her up for idk what reason. well tomorrows dance recital is gona be fun everyone i know is gona be there like my sister from western ahhh im so happy. but the thing is i cant sleep for shit. and my recital is at like 11 and we have to be there at 10 and its 3 40 right now. omg

Everythings okay...in a fucked up kinda way

2005-06-02T22:10:18Z

Today something happened. Something bad.

Well Artina commented in my livejournal because she thought that zezak means the n word. It doenst it means black like the color. And in my livejournal i said Clifton was a zezak. So she comes up to me and was like "why are you and Paulina talking shit about me?" and i was like "im not and i was like please dont talk to me i dont want to start anything" and so i started walking in mr jones classroom and clifton blocked the door so i couldnt get in. So Artina pushed me and i was like "you bitch" and hit her in the face and then she started pulling my hair and puching me head. And i started screaming at the top of my lungs and then mr jones took us down to the office.

So I am suspended for 2 days and she is suspended for 2 days but she isnt coming back because she doenst have to take any exams. Ah lol my parents arent that mad they are happy that i stuck up for myself.
I guess i am going to be tanning and swimming in my pool all day tomorrow. yes! What fun! lol

I love .Antonette Kolaj.Vicki Nrecaj.Agnes Pasterz.Shelley R. And of course all the Kolaj Boys! Especially Markie<3 lol

Yah because im a Polish Whore. And i do Albanians all day. People are so stupid spreading shit and talking shit. Stupid.

YAH PEOPLE I DIDNT GET BEAT UP BY ATRINA JSUT A FEW PUNCHES WERE THROWN. I DID NOT GO HOME WITH BRUSIES AND I DID NOT CRY. AND I DID NOT THROW THE FIRST PUNCH. I DID NOT SCRATCH CLISFTON. FUCKEN LIARS. SO DONT THINK YOUR COOL BY LYING FOR HER BECAUSE ITS DONE WITH AND I KNOW THE TRUTH AND SO DOES EVERYONE ELSE AND STOP TALKING SO MUCH GOD DAMN SHIT. ITS GONA CATCH UP TO YOU PEOPLE ONE DAY. LOSERS.

JESUS CHRIST I WAS TRYING TO STAY ON A DRAMA FREE DIET BUT I GUESS ITS NOT WORKING!

oh my gawd

2005-05-23T12:44:10Z

I havent updated in forever
so here is what has been going on...
*I saw Chad Gatward the other day at Farmer Jack lolol he looks like John Gotti lol
*My brothers Birthday was the 21st and lol he had a party and my uncle took me to Starbucks and my other Uncle got frosting and got it all over my face like he did when i wad little. lol
*Clifton hit me in the face Friday and was being a effing loser he thinks hes so cool. mr bell and me are gona talk today. lol ah. Stupid ZeZak.

g2g write more laterrr

krazy_kat69 @ 2005-05-17T12:46:00

2005-05-17T16:45:53Z

Well people hate me because they think i am going to say shit because they dont trust me with ANYTHING.
So this is my new thing i am NEVER GOING TO TALK SHIT EVER. BECAUS EI DONT IN THE FIRST PLACE AND PEOPLE THINK THAT I DO WHEN I DONT AND THAT REALLY PISSES ME OFFF BECAUSE THEY TELL SECRETS AND ALL THIS STUFF AND IM NOT ALLOWED TO KNOW. WELL I GIVE UP I DONT GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE. SO WHATEVER. PEOPLE ARE SO GAYYY.

heyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyyeyeyeyeyey

2005-05-17T12:32:20Z

Go to Stephania's livejournal and see the cutest pictures of Me, Antonette, Agnes, and Shelly... aka the coolest people ever! lol

handmexdowns

Thats her livejournal! lololol

So anyhooo i went to dinner the other night and it was at this new place by my house called the Country Oven and i ordered milk and the bus boy came and was like who ordered milk and i all happily said meeeee and i raised my hand and then i looked upp and almost peeheeeheheheed my pants because it was Eddie Scalici from my elementry school and junior high *HERITAGE* lol awe he looks cute. lol but it was so akwward he looked at me and was like waaaaoh lol and spilled the milk on my brothers place meat. lol i think he was suprised to seee me. lol i see him driving around in his car in my sub sometimes in his white car. lolololol

I love Vicki Nrecaj thanks for the cd! I listened to it all night oh yah thanks for really calling me back liar lol are you going to put me on hold for another 30 minutes lol

skit skit
lololol i know they say that in that song megan LOSER

wow D-R-A-M-A

2005-05-11T23:55:40Z

so whoo on Saturday i saw my big sister Andrea and my big brother Anthony and we all went to eat at this place and it was really yummy. My Grandma came and so did my Uncle Del and My Aunt Gloria and my dad and my little brother Steven. Mym mom left us becasue my dad called her stupid. So omg how embarassing we had to explain it to everyone why she wans there. Well i had a Ceaser Salad. It was good. The because we wee=re in new Baltiomore because thats where my grandma stays we went to omg this really good homemade custard place. I hada choclate Ice Cream cone omg it was delicious. lol then my sister and brotyher decided to take us put put in Washington Township. They live at 23 and VanDyke in a beautiful sub. So we went to their house and Andrea gave me some shoes because i was wearing my STEVE (steve madden) shoes and they were really pointy and high. lol so i got these cute sandals she let me have omg i love my sister. The Anthony called his girlfriend Candice and said to meet us at the house, and she got lost lol. Funny. Well then Andrea drove us in out DENALI and then Anthony and Candy drove in our PROWLER. THen we went tot the Johnny Appleseed put put place. It was fun. Anyhooo We took forver lol i was really bad and so was Candy. It was her first time. omg lol and when candy went to hit the ball it went behind us and hit a girl lol i felt so bad me Ani and Candy were all hysterical it wa so much funnnn and then Anth and Candy ate some ice cream and then we left and we went back home and chilled.

more new pictures

2005-05-08T18:11:25Z

http://community.webshots.com/user/kathrynrau

yah yah ho!

heyyy shawty

2005-05-05T12:52:13Z

ohh lol yesterday was pshyco pshyco. lol in el es panol class i was trying to learn poker and black jack weith Louie, Lauren M, Paul, Tommie, and Alex K lol and i didnt know what to do and i lost my dollar. lol who cares its just a dollar. Well Paul is like pick and card and if i guess what card you have you have to kiss Louie and Luioes like with tounge and then me and Lauren decided it should be on the cheek lol with no tounge Louie. lol So i was like aight hes not gonna guess it. So i picked my card and ut it back and then hes like was this your card and i was like omg i forgot what card i had. lol so we had to start oer this time n ew rules of cards so i pciked the card and this time i held onto it lol. And omg he guessed it. It was a sad moment for meeee. lol i didnt really want to kiss louie and then alex was like come on you did a zi-zak why cant you kiss him on the cheek its just like kissing your mom. so i was like whatever and i kissed him on the cheek lol. and then markie kissed me on the cheek lolol hes like awe its nothing. yah it was very weird. lol woooooooooooooooooooooow

So stu and nick are coming over saturday and its my highlight of the week because i am going to clean stu's smeely smelly car. lol its so dirrty. lol Then we are going to see a movie.

Ah i am most like going to the Good Charlotte concert because emilys new boyfriend his dad works at the palace and eebebebebebebe he invited her and shes gona ask if i can go cuz he has like a bajillion tickets. lololol ahhhh im exicted. This will be next friday. omg emily you are missing sooooo much dance you are goign to be baaaad. lol j.p. i love you booo

Oh yah because i came liek 20 minutes late to school unexcused they are making me wash tales. ew thats gross i think i am going to puke. thats so gross. people eat like friggen pigs at my school and i have to wipe up their nasty ass crumbs that they made. ewwww. how gross. So does Antonette and Paulina and i think the other Kolajs. ahh

"ohh myy gooooooooooooooooooooood!" lol emily

2005-05-04T14:00:49Z

Why do people at this school keep hurting themselves? Omg like everyone is on crutches and broken this and sprained that. Omg just stop getting hurt. Its kinda scary. lol woooow

Anyhoo i have a camera and i am going to be taking picturessss! Yippe! lolol.

We just got done with mass. It was allright. It went by kinda fast with father Matthew. At least it wasnt Father Bondy! Ahhh. lololol

_My Lunch Buddies_

* A n t o n e t t e *
* A g n e s *
* V i c k i *
* S h e l l e y *
* L o u i e *
* M a r k i e *
* T o m m y *
* G r e g g *
* K a t h r y n *

^thats meee

I got some pictures that i am going to be adding to my Webshots. ebe i lovvve my webshots website!
http://community.webshots.com/user/kathrynrau

well anyhoo. im outt

What a weekend . . .

2005-05-02T12:34:24Z

Friday Agnes drove me home. I love her so much! Then i got ready and Emily picked me up. We went to Taco Bell and lol we went through the drive thru and omg we realized we didnt have straws so we parked and went in and then loserface stood in line to get a straw and i was like you dont have to stand in line she was like oh lol and we grabbed some straws and people were looking at us like we came in taco bell just to get straws and leave. lol i peeed my pants lol it was funny. Then we went to Rochester and picked up Richards Hockey skates. Then we went to Ems and chilled. Got ready for dance and got Richard and his freidns and dropped them off at Somerset on the way to dance. We took some hot ass pictures of us! hella yah! We went to dance got out coustumes. eww. They loook like jail parachute pants. I almost puked. ewww. anyhoo. I left my checkbook at emlilys house. Ergh. So i didnt pay my tuiton for dance. ebe.

Saturday omg omg i had the best weekedn ever! I went to Hamtramck for the first time in my life. Omg i had so much fun with Agnes and Shelly. We went to the St. Florian Strawberry Festival. It was so cool. lol I had so much time in Hamtramck. I swear i want to live there. There are so many cool people that live in Hamtramck. It sooo cool to me. I saw alot of people from The Clem. I saw *MARIO* and i talked to him a little. And then omg he almost kinda did got ina fighfight. Omg i was so scared. And then like a bagillion police officers came out of no where and like broke it up. ScaryScary. Then we went to Chrises house lol and we were harassing people from out the window lolol that was funny. "Pretend to be statues" lololol Then we went back to the festival. Ah it was crazy fun to me. Then i saw Louie and he kept smiling at me lol and was standing next to *MARIO* lol and he embarssed me and is like kathryn why dont you talk to *MARIO* more? I was like omg embarassed lol So i found out Louie is mean to me like Diana lol his little sister. We all smoked so muuuuuuch. It was funn.

Sunday! omg omg i was so bored and i was watching the pistions game in my pajamas and then nick called and was like are you at home? I was like uh yah you called me on my house phone dummy. The hes like im coming over with stu after the game is done. I was like omg i didnt even take a shower yet. argh! so i really qucik took a shower. got my hair did. got dressed. And was outside and then i went inside. Then he called me and are like were here. so i went outside

SooooooooomerSeeeeeet

2005-04-29T12:21:31Z

so i went to somerset with my booshie (mom) for like 4 hours. We spent like a million hours in Tiffanys because i was showing her the necklace and braclet that i am getting for my sweet sixteen<3 ebe im so excited. Anyhooo. Then we went to Saks and i saw this dress for $510 that i really want so i can wear it to my sweet sixteen. its so beautiful. Well there is alot of drama at st. clem this week. argh. People talking smack as usual. Well Agnes is driving me home today and then i am going over emilys and then we will go to dance and then the palladium. ebe i get to see my home girl fo real. lololol Then saturday me and agnes are gona go to the Strawberry Festival in Hamtramck. ebe im so excited this is going to be the first time ive ever been to hamtramck. well im outtt.

omg

2005-04-28T12:20:11Z

i am tired of these fake people leaving me messages under annoymous. They are sooo stupid. HAve the balls to tell me something with your name. Stupid dicks! Gawd!

sorry

2005-04-27T13:53:58Z

Ok Vicki Page I am going to put all this immaturity behind me. We used to be close and im sorry for acting liek a bitch. We both hoed eachother out pretty bad so i guees were even now? We have a lot of good memories together and we need to stop acting like little whores and bitchin about eachother to Emily. She diesnt need it and we dont either. Sorry for calling you fat because boo you r not. You look hot like damn. And Congratulations on making Varsity. Me and Emily will come and see one of your games soon. love ya boo
Kat

ahahaHA

2005-04-25T22:48:26Z

Vicki Page is sooooooo FAT. Ah my gawd. lol That Bitch Ass. How does she get on Varsity Cheerleading? lol They prolly felt bad because she was Fat and really bad. ahahahHaha

yemila shatea uyoa otoa!

uhyah

2005-04-23T15:16:39Z

so i went to dance class which was a total waste. Emily was in Virginia and our teacher wasnt there. So right after dance i raced over to W-town from Troy to go to the DeLaSalle dance. I met up with Oley, Lo, Urbie, and Aud. Awe. Aud and her boyfriend are so cute together. Urbie picked up a guy named Rico? lol it was cute. Oley hooked up with these random peoples. And so it was just me and Lo lonely with no guys. That really sucked. I had one cute guy who like stepped on my foot an di was like owwww and her starts grabbbing me all over and going im sorry im sorry do you forgive me and i was like yah. Me and Lo kept tripping on that damn tarp. I saw the Slutbag Ho Nikki Distillio arh i hate her for some reason. She was with Shane Torzy. hh he looks so different from 7th grade. Well whenever Nikki saw me shed grap Shanes hand to make me jealous. lol that didnt work cuz i dont like him anymore. lol. Mike M.; Shane's cousin was there again awwe lol hes so funny. I saw Hannah from Bethesda Christian. I said heyyy. No signs of Mal though. There was so many people there because it was the last dance i guess. Someone stole my water too. I was madddd. Well i didnt get any guys so it was boring like no other. Though dancing with Oley and Lo, Urbie and Ida was pretty funnnn. Ok im out.

i hate CHEATERS

2005-04-21T12:47:19Z

CHEATING IS OVER RATED.
FIND A NEW WAY TO HURT YOUR GIRLFRIEND.!

FIRST OF ALL, I HATE DRAMA;
BUT WHEN YOU MESS WITH MY FRIENDS,
YOU'RE MESSING WITH ME.

HOPEFULLY HE WAS JUST LOOKING FOR ASS AND YOU'RE THE ONLY SLUT HE COULD GET TO GIVE HIM ANY. HOW LOW CAN YOU GET? HOW DOES IT FEEL TO KNOW THAT TRIPPLE TIMES THE PEOPLE WHO KNOW YOU THINK YOU'RE A SLUT? AND FOR HIM: IS THAT WHAT YOU CALL LOVE? I DON'T FUCK SLUTS WHEN I HAVE AN OVER THE TOP PERFECT RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE I "LOVE". MAYBE YOUR DEFINITION OF LOVE IS A BIT DIFFERENT. IDK.

IF YOU THOUGHT I WAS A BITCH BEFORE,
IT SHOULD BE FUN TO SEE WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME NOW.

im in paiiiiiiin

2005-04-21T12:25:16Z

ohhhhhh my gawdddd! my mouth hurts so oh my gawd so much. i got these perment rubberband thingys put in my mouth because i never wore my rubberbands because i used them for hair ties lolol. aha but omg im going there and telling them that i would rather have jaw sugery than this because this hurts oh my gawd sooo much! owwwww. its so painful and all i can eat is yougurt and liquids and i cant even shut my mouth all the way. eeeeeeeeeeeeeebe. so much for having fun friday night with nick. well idk im taking this shit out of my mouth whether they like it or not because i cannot stnad this painnnnnn. :( gheese i feel so oh my gawd horrible! :( Thanks Nicolette for bring me my sweats! I loveeeeee you.

aweeee

2005-04-21T12:20:33Z

I want a boy like Noah [from the Notebook]

Who keeps me out until 2 in the morning

Who lays down in the middle of the street with me to watch the street lights change from green to yellow to red, then back to green again

Who picks me flowers and leaves them on my pillow early in the morning

Who lets me stick ice cream on his nose, wipes it on me, then licks it off my face

Who swims with me all the time

Who holds me with my legs wrapped around him when we kiss

Who promises me a white house with blue shutters, and actually keeps his promise

Who lets me hit him when we fight, then waits 2 minutes for me to rebound back to him

Who wipes the tears from my eyes

Who plays with my hair

Who plans surprises for me all the time

Who writes me 365 love letters

Who looks me in the eyes when he tells me he loves me

Who lets me ride on the handle bars of his bicycle

Who takes me to his favorite, secret place

Who reads me poetry

Who is not afraid to bring me home to his family, and more importantly not afraid of my parents

Who calls me baby and refers to me as his sweetheart

Who looks me in the eyes when he tells me he loves me

Who will grow old with me